I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we’ve shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It’s not possible for me not to care
Now we’re standing in the rain
But nothin’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You’re vein, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I’ll believe it
If you text it, I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Oh I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vein, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
And when we kiss, I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we’re intertwined everything’s alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do

Break UpBreak Up

Mau curhat niccchh, curhat ga yaa...
Haha curhat aja kali ya^^

hai Ray gue syg loh sm lau syg bgt22 malah. Saking sygnya gue sm lo, gue biarin diri gue terluka trs menerus heleh2...
Capek loh sbnrnya ngadepin lo, lo terlalu cuek, lo terlalu ga peduli.
Gue tau kok lo nyukain gue ga lbh dr lo suka ke dia ga lbh dr syg lo ke dia ga lbh dr cinta lo ke dia... Gue ngerti.
Seandainya gue itu dia apa lo bakal kaya gini ke gue???
Gue fikir engga, mungkin lo lbh peduli dan perhatian.
Tp maaf gue bukan dia, gue yaa gue bukan dia.

Gue ngerasa bertepuk sblh tgn.
Gue syg bgt sm lo tp lo mungkin syg 'aja' sm gue.
Keseharian lo ngilang mulu kaya tuyul.
Kdg ga ada kbr pdhl gue cm pgn tau kbr lo tnp hrs gue duluan yg sms.
Kadang gue berasa ga penting buat lo. Knp?
Kalo lo ga ada pulsa pst lo ga ngehubungin atau ga ngabarin gue sm sekali, inisiatif kek minjem hp siapa gt buat ngabarin jgn nunggu di sms duluan. Perasaan gue kl ga ada pulsa ngabarin mulu deh.
Hp low.... Knp ya lo betah bgt ga smsan sm gue hadeeeeh.
Gue sll nunggu loh sms dr lo entah gue nunggu lo ada pulsa, ngabarin gue, smp lo plg ke rmh buat ngecharge hp. Tp knp hrs berjam2 yatuhan, bukan hanya 1 atau 2 jam tp knp lbh.
Gue pgn lo setiap hr ngucapin gud morning yg diakhiri dgn gud night :(
gue pgn lo sll ada buat gue pas gue bth lo tp kenyataannya... Lo ga prnh ada :'(
maaf kl gue egois.

Ray... Makasih bnyk ya lo udh mau ngertiin gue dan nerima gue apa adanya.
Mungkin emg gue ga cocok buat lo, mungkin lo bs dptn yg lbh dr gue Ray :)
gue bakal kgn bgt sm lo... Sm kenangan kita jg :")
gue bakal kgn di elus2 atas kepala gue sm lo, di rangkul, di klitikin, di goncengin, tengilnya elo kl lg shuffle, ngajarin gue gerakan lo, ngegandeng tgn gue, brcnd sm lo, ngelawaq brg lo, berantem sm lo, kata2 manis lo sblm gue tdr, di cium sm dipeluk pake emot kl gue mau tdr, nntn brg lo, makan brg lo, pkknya semuanya deh ={ :"(

Ray... Smg lo ga brbh yaa sikap lo ke gue.
Be ur self :)

daaaah 9411

Hai gue syg lo, lo syg gue ga? | syg | tp lbh syg sm dia kan? : (

Gue peduli sm lo, lo peduli sm gue ga? | peduli | tp lbh peduli sm dia kan? : (

gue suka sm lo, lo suka sm gue ga? | suka | tp lbh suka sm dia kan? : (

gue perhatiin lo, lo perhatiin gue jg ga? | perhatiin kok | tp lbh perhatiin ke dia kan? : (

gue pgn yg terbaik buat lo, lo pgn yg terbaik buat gue ga? | pgn | tp lbh pgn yg terbaik buat dia kan? : (

gue butuh elo, lo butuh gue ga? | butuh lah | tp lbh butuh sm dia kan? : (

Ha ha ha w/ strong heart and strong mind \m/

♥9.4.11♥

what happened in 9411????
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaah Ahmad Turayhan's mine :))
i don't frgt what to do all fr that...
hiii ahmdtryhn iloveusomch.....

YOU

I don't know evrything about u,
fr a moment u enter into the life of me,
teach me hw to get up again.

Jokes and laughter u gave me, i'm happy.
Some old, i have feelings to u but i don't knw hw u feel to me.

I don't knw ur face but i knw u mst be good.
And i hope u nvr let me go......

Embah ({})

I miss my grandmother, really really miss u so badly.
I pray fr you in heaven...

Embah echa kangen embah, echa pengen banget ketemu embah, echa pengen curhat semua isi hati echa sama embah, echa pengen di jaga dan di awasi sama embah, echa pengen di lindungi embah, echa pengen di bela sama embah, echa pengen di sayang sama embah, echa pengen minta maaf sama embah, echa mau nebus kesalahan echa sama embah, echa mau ikut embah...

LAGU

heyyy udah liat postingan gue yg kata 8510?
nah di situ kan gue cerita si gopar pertama nembak gue pake lagu kan?
mau tau ga lagunya kaya apa? gue kasih tau lirik lagunya kaya apa HAHA masih gue simpen lohhhhhhhhh~~~

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU~

verse 1 :
the best thing in my life when i find you
i know you will non like me
but i'll try to make you love me
even tough it might not but i will try

reff :
because every time i see you
oh so beautifull you
i promose to take care of your loving heart
because i love you

verse 2 :
every night i think of you
oh trully i love you
i beg you want to be my lover's heart
because i love you so much

HAHAHAHA keren kan? ohya sampe tuh lirik gue nyanyiin dengan nada gue sendiri haha, si gopar gatau kalo tuh lagu gue nyanyiin pake nada gue wakakaka malu gila kalo sampe tau.
tuh lirik gue bikin nyanyian pas tgl 3 januari 2010, gue rekam tuh nyanyian hahaha walaupun suara gue jelek (ngaku) dan gue apal liriknya hehehe jadi malu. terus tuh lirik ampe gue catet di file gue dengan tulis tangan yang waktu itu dengan tulisan jelek gara gara kaku udah jarang nulis.
tuh gue kasih foto liriknya dengan tulisan tangan gue hahaha